Wednesday, April 6, 2011
faded Memories
♥; 5:09 PM
sometimes, i really wonder, if i really grow up. Grow up to be who i thought i'll be. I can be mature, can be childish, can be evil, can be emo, can be elegant. anything! but is that who i want to be? is that who i want to portray myself as? i dont know. i try so much. searching for a perfect kind. yes, i know. not everyone is perfect. we cant be 100% perfect. i know how my eyes are small how im a bit fleshy, not that pretty. not good in schoolwork and makeup. there alot of things that u dont know. and there are also alot of things that i want to try out as well. but how? i dont have a target of life . i dont have a plan in life. i live day by day. and plan when i can see the day ahead. no one knows what i wants. i dont think anyone really understand me. when myself has been changing daily! everyday i feel different! there isn't a constant path that i can seek. i want to someday migrate. or go for a holiday! alone! serious!
its no joke.
-Sharalyn