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Monday, August 1, 2011

faded Memories
♥; 3:26 PM

i feel that some how im still gonna collapsed.
too many things happen.
im feeling too stress.
heavy-hearted!
so stuffy. so suffocated.
its like i almost cant breathe.
so many things happen.
i miscalculate the project schedule .
it isn't easy.
it as easy as i thought! ):
and i got a long way to go!
sighhhhh
ytd i had a disagreement with my dad.
i cried and shout in front of me.
im disappointed with my dad.
he changed too much .
im angry for myself being so weak.
i just tears so easily.
im just so weak now. so emotional.
i tried. i tried to be strong.
i did my best .
and i got no motivation for my work.
i didn't do enough .
last year of school.
and im slacking my life away.
that accident.
its not no one faults.
everyone got a part to play in it.
they all have wrong .
but no one choose to look at the reason and the depth of it.
they just look at the surface.
its selfish.
so selfish.
where is the rights?
the equality!
there is none.

not anymore.
so hard for me to talk to anyone now.
there one thing that im bad in.
is that im just bad in expressing myself.
in saying my problems out.
mouthing every word of it out.
i just cant do it.
for so long.
since the first problems i really encountered and faced in my life.
in primary 6.
since then. i told no one about anything.
i dont know.

dear blog.
now you are the only one to listen.
i have huge difficulties saying it out to my friends .
i cant tell my family. my family is having major problems now .
boyf have his own problems as well.
i have to do this on my own.
even if its means to be draining my own energy.
im tired.
i really am.
from all this things.

i need a long rest.

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